Sunday, April 15, 2012
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
April
I know my fanacc's not finished yet but well i just feel like typing out some stuff now. Just went for photog's exco interview just now :) I wasn't feeling nervous a.t.a.l.l until i was making my way into the photog room itself. Idk whether thats a good or bad thing but i think i did ok..? Kept repeating the same old points over and over again hahaha owell.
Sometimes i wonder to myself. If i regret joining photog and not a sport cca instead? Coz ever since i got into mj, i realised that my stamina's not that bad!!! Other than the fact that my arms are still super duper weak, i can run well for someone that has had long term mc for a year :-) Running 2km on tuesday was the first time i felt so drained from running this year tho. I still have my nike run next week!!!!! Excited yet worried at the same time. My first run!!!!!!!! 5km!!!..................................
Jc life has not been all rainbows and butterflies but it's been ok. Class' quite enjoyable actually and feel really comfortable with them :-) Not putting up any front at all. The real me! However i'm still considering if i shld drop econs coz i really really really don't like the subject...... I know i can definitely uds it if i try but no, i just don't want to. Sigh having second thoughts about it tho coz if i do drop it, i'll probably have a change in class. Having to adapt all over again????? SIGH
And somehow i've came to a conclusion that jc life is for people that didn't put in their best for sec sch life. Its another chance for them, to do what they missed out on. I had an a.m.a.z.i.n.g experience in chung cheng so i shan't be complacent and be happy with what i have :-) HAPPY GIRL :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
Its scary that politics are popping out alrdy. That's really fast.
Today also marks one month since i saw bi seu teu. At long beach. I miss them alot............................................. just that i don't say it out alot. Hate those moments in class where my withdrawals suddenly hit me so bad and yet i can't say/do anything. I only can keep it within myself..... No one really understands anw. Everyone will just say i'm too crazy :((( But at least my feelings for beast is healthy. Hehehe
Ever since then i've been feeling really lost too. I've been looking forward to 03.03.2012 for too long. What am i looking forward to now? For As to be over??? I need something more realistic to look forward to. Smth in the short term.
That sums up all the random thoughts in my head currently. Gna go shower now. Bye :-)
Check out my new fav smiley hehehe its coz pabo yoon uses it :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) You pabo i pabo everybody pabo!!!!!
Sometimes i wonder to myself. If i regret joining photog and not a sport cca instead? Coz ever since i got into mj, i realised that my stamina's not that bad!!! Other than the fact that my arms are still super duper weak, i can run well for someone that has had long term mc for a year :-) Running 2km on tuesday was the first time i felt so drained from running this year tho. I still have my nike run next week!!!!! Excited yet worried at the same time. My first run!!!!!!!! 5km!!!..................................
Jc life has not been all rainbows and butterflies but it's been ok. Class' quite enjoyable actually and feel really comfortable with them :-) Not putting up any front at all. The real me! However i'm still considering if i shld drop econs coz i really really really don't like the subject...... I know i can definitely uds it if i try but no, i just don't want to. Sigh having second thoughts about it tho coz if i do drop it, i'll probably have a change in class. Having to adapt all over again????? SIGH
And somehow i've came to a conclusion that jc life is for people that didn't put in their best for sec sch life. Its another chance for them, to do what they missed out on. I had an a.m.a.z.i.n.g experience in chung cheng so i shan't be complacent and be happy with what i have :-) HAPPY GIRL :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
Its scary that politics are popping out alrdy. That's really fast.
Today also marks one month since i saw bi seu teu. At long beach. I miss them alot............................................. just that i don't say it out alot. Hate those moments in class where my withdrawals suddenly hit me so bad and yet i can't say/do anything. I only can keep it within myself..... No one really understands anw. Everyone will just say i'm too crazy :((( But at least my feelings for beast is healthy. Hehehe
Ever since then i've been feeling really lost too. I've been looking forward to 03.03.2012 for too long. What am i looking forward to now? For As to be over??? I need something more realistic to look forward to. Smth in the short term.
That sums up all the random thoughts in my head currently. Gna go shower now. Bye :-)
Check out my new fav smiley hehehe its coz pabo yoon uses it :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) You pabo i pabo everybody pabo!!!!!
Saturday, March 24, 2012
BEAUTIFUL SHOW SINGAPORE
OK AH I GOT THE MOOD NOW COZ @SALTYAPPLETART JUST CAME BACK FROM HER BAP AND SECRET FM AND HER FEELS TOTALLY REMINDED ME OF MY BEAST FM FEELS SO I SHALL GIVE YOU A FANACCOUNT OF BEAUTIFUL SHOW SG NOW ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
YAY THIS IS SO DELAYED HAHAHAHA
I DON'T WNA STOP USING CAPS BUT THEN THIS WHOLE POST WILL SOUND LIKE I'M SCREAMING SO I SHAN'T.
2.3.2012
Went the wee hours in the morning doing my fanboard for doo!!!!!! It was not supposed to be so last minute but please forgive me jc ife kills i'm not joking TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Ended up good hehehe
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Went to school with a black board in my head w/o any words pasted on yet hehehe if not cfm kena judged ;_; BUT all my friends knew what my board was for anw teehee.
Anw, thank God it was the day of A level results!!!!!! If not i doubt i would have been able to fetch them hehehe sch ended at................. (finds timetable) 12:05 and i quickly chionged stuck my words on my board!!! Which took alot more time than expected T_T I WAS PANICKING SO BAD HAHAHA. Headed out of sch trying to cover the words on my board~~~ Which was hard my classmates were teasing me T_T
Which also reminds me that coz of them i sacrificed my recess to rush out a new and improved essay plan just so that i can run out of sch right after the bell rings T_T That never happens yknow i can't live w/o food
Unless beast is here hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Anw chionged out and i'm so glad my sch has a straight bus to airport whoo pasir ris ftw!!!!!!!!!!! Was listening to beast songs on the bus and i literally felt like bouncing up and down the bus seat TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT was so so so so so excited!!!!!!!! Finally seeing them again after 4 months (mama - not really counted)/ 8 months (BEAST FM). Thr was this bus stop whr this swam of sec sch girls came on hahahaha its was so obvious they were heading thr for beast. Anw once my bus reached i immediately alighted walked at super ultra sonic speed to belt 32 area!!!
Which was also the area whr boyfriend came out from!!!!!! Hahaha so i went to the same place two weeks in a row for diff ppl ^_^ KEKE
Had two options - to stay at the barricade/ stand at the windows!!! Decided to stand at the windows instead coz we could see them for a longer period of time......................... (don't know whether thats a right decision or not but owell)
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However i find it super heng that i only came <1hour before their flight landed and i could be right infront of the window!!! Hehehe so many ppl were thr since 9am 10am..... AND IT HAPPENED
The fancam is actually very much longer buttttttttt i screamt so much in the front i cut it off hahahahaha and i LOVE my gut feelings i had this feeling that they were gna come out and THEY DID. All the false alarms i bochup. Muahahahahahahahahahaha feels good like i'm telepathic with them or smth
ANW. CAN YOU SEE THE DOOSEOB
DOOSEOB DOOSEOB DOOSEOB
THEIR READING EYES 8) READING MY BOARD HO HO HO HO HO HO
I can't be sure whether ydj looked at my fanboard BUT he shld have!!!!!!! It was the only fanboard that was piaked onto the glass hahaha like no one else had a fanboard thr!!! AND I USED NEON COLOURS HEHEHEHE
I shall just believe that he saw it hahahahahaha
Seob has so much interest in my board through out hahaha even during the conert!!!!! Must be coz its doo's name. YOON DU BONG~~~
However coz i took the fancam i was looking in the camera and not at them :( :( :( Wasn't high/ happy after that at all coz well its like no difference. Looking thru a camera. Can go home watch music shows also thru camera. hahahahaha it was also because ydj didn't seem to look in my direction at all. OWELL
During shinee's arrival i regret not taking fancam. During beast's i regret taking fancam. LOL LIFE SUCKS.
Aft that Nicole and i seperated ways and i wanted to go find a soccer ball plushie for doo!!! In the end i couldn't find it (ok la last minute cfm cannot find BUT JC LIFE KILLS OK KILLS PLZ TI LIANG WO KE YI MA) and.................... someone brought an exact same thing to bs sg TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT and threw it to doo TTTTTTTTT and he was so cute playing with it and dribbling it around TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT MY SOCCER BOY TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
3.3.2012
THE DAY
D-DAY
HO HO HO HO HO HO HO
Honestly i didn't wake up being very high and all coz i had road race!!! Wasn't performing at my best coz i had stitches................. so i was /quite/ disappointed it wasn't up to expectations at all. I don't even know why i had stitches i usually skip bfast so i skpt bfast that day too........................................ does stitches come from not eating anw?!??!?! HAHAHA
But what made up for it was
CALLISTO WON.
OVERALL
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO I WAS SO HAPPY ESP WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED THE 5TH AND 4TH POSITIONS WERE NON-CALLISTO. AND WE ALSO WON ANOTHER CATEGORY THAT I COULDN'T RMB WHAT!!!!!!!!
I was jumping up down left right and really cheering my lungs out hahaha not at my best (hehe) BUT SO HAPPY. It was the best moment in my mj life so far srsly beat orientation finale night x3
I was so high i kept screaming out of nowhere and my classmates were all 'CHILL JASMINE CHILL YOU GOT BEAUTIFUL SHOW LATER YOU CAN SCREAM MORE THEN OK' and i was all 'YAYYYYYYYY BEAUTIFUL SHOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!'
You get the point.
Hahahahahaha came home took a shower had lunch and did hmwk!!! Coz i know i /definitely/ would go crazy right after. It was also the most productive work i've ever done in 2012!!! I think it was coz i was really forcing myself to think and all hahahaha
At round 4.45..................................? I left the house hahaha no rush what seated seats ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ Coz i had to collect my hoodie! Which i LOVE btw its mad comfy and so chio *_____* Other than the fact its a lil too big but owell~~~ And otw down the lift of my blk suddenly these two girls in the lift talked to me!!!
"Going for beast?"
"Um yeah!"
"Mosh????"
"Nah seated :) You?"
"Mosh!"
"Oh i heard thr are alot of ppl thr alrdy............................"
"Yeah but we asked our friends to queue!"
"Oh.................. :)"
"Ok see you!"
COOLEST THING EVER HAHAHAHAHAHAHA B2UTIES ARE SO FRIENDLY ME LOVE. AND SHALL THR BE ONE DAY BEAST WINS SOME HUMONGOUS AWARD (COMING SOON I BET WOOHOO) AND I SCREAM AND I HEAR SOME SCREAMING DOWNSTAIRS, I KNOW WHO THEY ARE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
After collecting my hoodie and also my cape from rangeroux i sat at a lonely side to do the other side of my board hehehe 'sing for me'! Then Cheryl and Nicole came to look for me and then we went to the toilet and then and then and then..................................................................................................
WE ENTERED
DENG DENG DENG DENG
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I WAS JUMPING AROUND ONCE I ENTERED MAX PAVILION REALLY HAHAHAHAHA AFTER 8 MONTHS AND ONE DAY I'M FINALLY BACK IN THE SAME PLACE CHEERING FOR THE PPL I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOT TO MENTION INSTEAD OF BEING ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK (YEAH I WAS ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK AND IT WAS DAMN GOOD), I WAS ALL THE WAY AT THE FRONT!!!!!!!
FIRST ROW SEATS BABY
COULDN'T STOP TAKING PIX
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HAPPY LIKE SIAO!!! HAHAHA AND NOT TO MENTION THR WAS THIS SEOB FANBOY NEXT TO ME. THAT'S COOL. I TALKED TO HIM :) FRIENDLY GIRL
ACTUALLY NO WHEN I'M HIGH I TALK TO EVERYONE HAHAHAHAHAHA
AND THEN IT STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HONESTLY CAN'T RMB ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE PARTS WHR THEY CAME FORWARD TO THE EXTENDED STAGE (WHICH IS INFRONT OF ME KEKE)
OH BUT I DO RMB WHEN THEY FIRST STARTED WALKING TOWARDS THE EXTENDED STAGE (FOR YET) I WAS JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN AND HOPING DAMN HARD THAT YOON DUJUN WOULD WALK THIS WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
HE DID
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AS I'M TYPING THIS TEARS ARE WELLING UP AGAIN
THE BEST PART IS
HE STOPPED RIGHT INFRONT OF ME
OH GOD
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
AND IN THE MIDST OF MY EXCITEMENT I WAVE WAVE WAVE MY LIGHTSTICK UNTIL THE HEAD DROPPED OUT AND ROLLED ACROSS THE EXTENSION STAGE AND FELL TO THE OTHER SIDE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHAT A JOKE
BUT AT LEAST I DIDN'T HIT DOO
I WAS DAMN WORRIED I DID
LOL
YET WAS SO AWESOME *___________* BEST 4MINUTES OF MY LIFE HAHAHA
FLAWLESS FLAWLESS YOON DUJUN. JUST STANDING INFRONT OF ME. SWEATING. SINGING. I LOVE TO WATCH HIM SING. SINGING WITH SUCH EMOTIONS. TEASING THE FANS. WAVING TO EVERYONE. SUDDENLY TURNING BACK TO THE MOSH AND TEASING THEM AGAIN. AND CIRCLING HIS HIPS RIGHT. IN. FRONT. OF. ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /CRIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS/
Ok i'm sorry but thats sexy
Whats most impt is. I was trying so hard to get his attention etc but he kept waving to the ppl further behind (well it is natural like why look you look down you'll set your gaze ahead right) and i was quite upset at first :( Like if liddat i get first row for what............................................. so i just went like sua just enjoy his presence omg MUST ENJOY and just went along singing with him and swaying and doing stuff a normal fangirl would do at concerts etc etc etc
BUT THEN
AT THE LAST PART OF YET
HE SUDDENLY LOOKED DOWN
AT ME
READ MY FANBOARD
AND WAVED
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I WAS SO SHOCKED OMG THE MOMENT HE LOOKED I STARTED JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN. LIKE HENTA???????????????????????? AT SPEED 100KM/H. YEAH YEAH. AND HE SAW HOW EXCITED AND HAPPY I WAS HE SORT OF AMCHIOED AND LOOKED AWAY
U CAN WATCH IT AT THE FANCAM ABOVE. AT 2:24??????????????????????????????????????????
U CAN SEE MY BROWN HAIRED HEAD ACTUALLY HAHAHAHA IF YOU OPEN IT BIG ENOUGH. I KNOW I SEEM DAMN CALM THR BUT THATS ONLY HOW I LOOKED FROM. THE. BACK. IF YOU SAW ME FROM THE FRONT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN C R A Z Y
It sucks coz this fancam only captures his wave and not his reading. I really swear and promise and......... wdv that he really looked for me for a longer period than that. Not that short. Enough to read my fanboard. And smile. And wave. And amchio. YES?????
CMON GUYS THOSE THAT HAVE YET FANCAMS OF DOO YOU NEED TO UPLOAD IT I NEED BETTER CAPTURED TIMES OF MY MOMENT ;_;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Seung was beside doo and for 3 seconds i got my eyes off doo and this happened!!!! (TIME)
0:53-0:56
SEUNG SO SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Aft yet it was clenching a tight fist and that song was spent talking to the security to help get the head of my lightstick back. Was totally not in the proper state of mind i was mad crazy and hyper hahaha i don't even register watching them sing much t_t
AND THEN THEY STOPPED TO TALK
AND YOON DUJUN
SAID SMTH
ALONG THE LINES OF
"I like how fans here sing along with us. And how you watch our shows"
INSERT FANCAM
6:24 -6:48
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
UM EXCUSE ME ITS LIKE TALKING ABOUT ME?!?!?!!!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!
ITS LIKE I'M DAMN SURE HE IS. OK SINGING ALONG. ALL THE FANS COULD HAVE BEEN SINGING ALONG. I WASNT THE ONLY ONE. OK CAN. I AGREE!!!
BUT. WHY THE SUDDEN TALK ABOUT SHOWS????????????????????? WHY????
COZ I WAS HOLDING A YOON DU BONG FANBOARD
ALL
MY
LOVE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAKES SENSE RIGHT??????? WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD HE SUDDENLY TALK ABOUT SHOWS? IN A CONCERT? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
DIDN'T WNA BELIEVE IT AT FIRST I TOLD NICOLE WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT THEN SHRUGGED IT OFF INSISTING THAT I WAS THINIKING TOO MUCH. BUT THEN
THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT
THE MORE IT MAKES SENSE
NO??????????????????????????????????????
HAHAHAHAHA
SO HE ACKNOWLEDGED ME INFRONT OF THE WHOLE CROWD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
ME
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OK SORRY LIVING IN MY OWN WORLD
Then came shld i hug or not, honestly that was the time were i was really very disappointed.
I felt like i made an impression on doo. Somehow? May it be the smile, or the wave, or my board, or the mentioning of 'shows'. Shld i hug or not had them giving out flowers. Doo went to the other side first, and when he was walking to my side he had alrdy gave out all and had one left. Took a few steps towards my side, like really A FEW. Then just gave it away
I FELT MY HEART DROP
Honestly disappointed??????????????////////// I know its damn dumb but yeah i was. That was how i was feeling. He didn't even give my side any chance :'( If he walked past me with a whole bunch of flowers and didn't give it to me, then its fine. But he didn't even walk past me..............................
And i loved that song...................................................................................
However for that i had jun infront of me most of the time instead :) CHARISMATIC JUN. HE RAPPED THE WHOLE FIRST PART OF THE CHORUS TO CHERYL!!!! LIKE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUCKY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS 20SECONDS LONG EXCUSE ME
YOON DUJUN AH ONLY WHAT 2 - 3 SECONDS LONG?? HAHAHA
BUT ITS NOT THE AMOUNT OF TIME THAT MATTERS LA YOU GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT LOL
Jun gave his bouquet of flowers to a girl at moshpit b (which was infront of me). He really wanted to give one particular girl i think haha like he really squated down and slowly give her and all. However. All the girls around her snatched it from her. IT WAS SO SCARY. Like BOOM sudddenly everyone grabbed the flowers and pulled everything out. Leaving her with green thorny stems? Ouch.
Anw at I like u the best..................................
Dujun was walking towards my side. It was the lyrics "you're the only one for me yeah~"
To me its: you're the only one (waves) for me yeah~
FANCAM. TIME.
0:05
HO HO HO HO HO WATCH IT.
THE WAVE IS TO ME
HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK
I was bouncing up and down and up and down coz i was REALLY hyped up alrdy. And he was walking towards me somemore. Bouncing speed increase HAHAHAHA. Maybe that was what made him look at me again????????????? IDK. HAHAHAHA
Aft that kikwang came infront of me too and i waved!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE WAVED BACK. AND POINTED AT ME. AND SANG
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I CAN'T EVEN RMB THE PROPER LYRICS. I DON'T KNOW WHICH PART. I CAN'T FIND A PROPER FANCAM OF IT.
BUT YES KIKWANG ILU THANK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
HIS EYESMILE = ME MELT. REALLY
MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT
Aft he looked at me long enough he read my fanboard and aft he finished reading he turned and walked away tho :( SUCKER. HAHAHA coz he wasn't my bias. BUT STILL!!!!!!!!
During thanks to seob came out from our side of the extension stage!!! I didn't know and i was looking at jun (at the direct opposite side at first). When i realised i faster turned around coz i wanted to get my b2st slogan to supposed junseob instead of raising my board for doo. As i did so my fanboard was still infront of me and I HAD DIRECT EYECONTACT WITH SEOB
Idk if he rmbed my fanboard from the airport or anything, but our eyecontact thr lingered for quite long. Like he was walking but his eyes were on me?????? And the best thing is. It wasn't happy eyes. Its the kind of sad eyes. Like idk...........? Disappointed? It just made me feel bad for not making a board for seob. I had a hard time deciding whether doo or seob was my bias. Really. If you're on my tline you shld know. So it really hurt really bad.....
And during the end of the song he walked back and totally ignored me. wts seobbie :'''''''(
He was walking straight down and scanning the first row peeps. He saw his fanboy next to me screaming the top of his lungs out for him. His eyes had a lil 'o_o' feel, but his eyes were still not the very happy eyes. its like the 'oh yeah i'm doing this song again it doesn't really interest me i'm feeling quite sian now why is the crowd screaming so much' kind of eyes. He say his fanboy, waved (not wholeheartedly i feel?) Then his eyes JUMPED over me and went on.
Ok i'm tired this ends here for now
WOOHOO I'M BACK ON 2.4.2012 ONE MONTH SINCE I FIRST SAW BEAST HAHA. I'M HERE COZ I FINISHED MY HMWK TODAY \O/ THAT USUALLY NEVER HAPPENS.
Like idk i feel...............................................hurt? Or maybe i hurt him. My baby ;__________; i'm sorry.
Sigh like idk i really love him so much from the bottom of my heart but he just doesn't feel it and i feel miserable i practically live to make them feel loved T_T Esp for yang yoseob. Sigh
4.2.2012
Reached orchard hotel at 12??????????????????? Or 1. Or smth hahahahaha
Slacked around and waited
Then went into the van and waited
And waited and waited and waited
The whole entire freaking dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Coz the boys were swimming :( Ok can.
YAY THIS IS SO DELAYED HAHAHAHA
I DON'T WNA STOP USING CAPS BUT THEN THIS WHOLE POST WILL SOUND LIKE I'M SCREAMING SO I SHAN'T.
2.3.2012
Went the wee hours in the morning doing my fanboard for doo!!!!!! It was not supposed to be so last minute but please forgive me jc ife kills i'm not joking TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Ended up good hehehe
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Went to school with a black board in my head w/o any words pasted on yet hehehe if not cfm kena judged ;_; BUT all my friends knew what my board was for anw teehee.
Anw, thank God it was the day of A level results!!!!!! If not i doubt i would have been able to fetch them hehehe sch ended at................. (finds timetable) 12:05 and i quickly chionged stuck my words on my board!!! Which took alot more time than expected T_T I WAS PANICKING SO BAD HAHAHA. Headed out of sch trying to cover the words on my board~~~ Which was hard my classmates were teasing me T_T
Which also reminds me that coz of them i sacrificed my recess to rush out a new and improved essay plan just so that i can run out of sch right after the bell rings T_T That never happens yknow i can't live w/o food
Unless beast is here hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Anw chionged out and i'm so glad my sch has a straight bus to airport whoo pasir ris ftw!!!!!!!!!!! Was listening to beast songs on the bus and i literally felt like bouncing up and down the bus seat TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT was so so so so so excited!!!!!!!! Finally seeing them again after 4 months (mama - not really counted)/ 8 months (BEAST FM). Thr was this bus stop whr this swam of sec sch girls came on hahahaha its was so obvious they were heading thr for beast. Anw once my bus reached i immediately alighted walked at super ultra sonic speed to belt 32 area!!!
Which was also the area whr boyfriend came out from!!!!!! Hahaha so i went to the same place two weeks in a row for diff ppl ^_^ KEKE
Had two options - to stay at the barricade/ stand at the windows!!! Decided to stand at the windows instead coz we could see them for a longer period of time......................... (don't know whether thats a right decision or not but owell)
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However i find it super heng that i only came <1hour before their flight landed and i could be right infront of the window!!! Hehehe so many ppl were thr since 9am 10am..... AND IT HAPPENED
The fancam is actually very much longer buttttttttt i screamt so much in the front i cut it off hahahahaha and i LOVE my gut feelings i had this feeling that they were gna come out and THEY DID. All the false alarms i bochup. Muahahahahahahahahahaha feels good like i'm telepathic with them or smth
ANW. CAN YOU SEE THE DOOSEOB
DOOSEOB DOOSEOB DOOSEOB
THEIR READING EYES 8) READING MY BOARD HO HO HO HO HO HO
I can't be sure whether ydj looked at my fanboard BUT he shld have!!!!!!! It was the only fanboard that was piaked onto the glass hahaha like no one else had a fanboard thr!!! AND I USED NEON COLOURS HEHEHEHE
I shall just believe that he saw it hahahahahaha
Seob has so much interest in my board through out hahaha even during the conert!!!!! Must be coz its doo's name. YOON DU BONG~~~
However coz i took the fancam i was looking in the camera and not at them :( :( :( Wasn't high/ happy after that at all coz well its like no difference. Looking thru a camera. Can go home watch music shows also thru camera. hahahahaha it was also because ydj didn't seem to look in my direction at all. OWELL
During shinee's arrival i regret not taking fancam. During beast's i regret taking fancam. LOL LIFE SUCKS.
Aft that Nicole and i seperated ways and i wanted to go find a soccer ball plushie for doo!!! In the end i couldn't find it (ok la last minute cfm cannot find BUT JC LIFE KILLS OK KILLS PLZ TI LIANG WO KE YI MA) and.................... someone brought an exact same thing to bs sg TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT and threw it to doo TTTTTTTTT and he was so cute playing with it and dribbling it around TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT MY SOCCER BOY TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
3.3.2012
THE DAY
D-DAY
HO HO HO HO HO HO HO
Honestly i didn't wake up being very high and all coz i had road race!!! Wasn't performing at my best coz i had stitches................. so i was /quite/ disappointed it wasn't up to expectations at all. I don't even know why i had stitches i usually skip bfast so i skpt bfast that day too........................................ does stitches come from not eating anw?!??!?! HAHAHA
But what made up for it was
CALLISTO WON.
OVERALL
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO I WAS SO HAPPY ESP WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED THE 5TH AND 4TH POSITIONS WERE NON-CALLISTO. AND WE ALSO WON ANOTHER CATEGORY THAT I COULDN'T RMB WHAT!!!!!!!!
I was jumping up down left right and really cheering my lungs out hahaha not at my best (hehe) BUT SO HAPPY. It was the best moment in my mj life so far srsly beat orientation finale night x3
I was so high i kept screaming out of nowhere and my classmates were all 'CHILL JASMINE CHILL YOU GOT BEAUTIFUL SHOW LATER YOU CAN SCREAM MORE THEN OK' and i was all 'YAYYYYYYYY BEAUTIFUL SHOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!'
You get the point.
Hahahahahaha came home took a shower had lunch and did hmwk!!! Coz i know i /definitely/ would go crazy right after. It was also the most productive work i've ever done in 2012!!! I think it was coz i was really forcing myself to think and all hahahaha
At round 4.45..................................? I left the house hahaha no rush what seated seats ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ Coz i had to collect my hoodie! Which i LOVE btw its mad comfy and so chio *_____* Other than the fact its a lil too big but owell~~~ And otw down the lift of my blk suddenly these two girls in the lift talked to me!!!
"Going for beast?"
"Um yeah!"
"Mosh????"
"Nah seated :) You?"
"Mosh!"
"Oh i heard thr are alot of ppl thr alrdy............................"
"Yeah but we asked our friends to queue!"
"Oh.................. :)"
"Ok see you!"
COOLEST THING EVER HAHAHAHAHAHAHA B2UTIES ARE SO FRIENDLY ME LOVE. AND SHALL THR BE ONE DAY BEAST WINS SOME HUMONGOUS AWARD (COMING SOON I BET WOOHOO) AND I SCREAM AND I HEAR SOME SCREAMING DOWNSTAIRS, I KNOW WHO THEY ARE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
After collecting my hoodie and also my cape from rangeroux i sat at a lonely side to do the other side of my board hehehe 'sing for me'! Then Cheryl and Nicole came to look for me and then we went to the toilet and then and then and then..................................................................................................
WE ENTERED
DENG DENG DENG DENG
INSERT PIX
I WAS JUMPING AROUND ONCE I ENTERED MAX PAVILION REALLY HAHAHAHAHA AFTER 8 MONTHS AND ONE DAY I'M FINALLY BACK IN THE SAME PLACE CHEERING FOR THE PPL I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOT TO MENTION INSTEAD OF BEING ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK (YEAH I WAS ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK AND IT WAS DAMN GOOD), I WAS ALL THE WAY AT THE FRONT!!!!!!!
FIRST ROW SEATS BABY
COULDN'T STOP TAKING PIX
INSERT PICTURES
HAPPY LIKE SIAO!!! HAHAHA AND NOT TO MENTION THR WAS THIS SEOB FANBOY NEXT TO ME. THAT'S COOL. I TALKED TO HIM :) FRIENDLY GIRL
ACTUALLY NO WHEN I'M HIGH I TALK TO EVERYONE HAHAHAHAHAHA
AND THEN IT STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HONESTLY CAN'T RMB ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE PARTS WHR THEY CAME FORWARD TO THE EXTENDED STAGE (WHICH IS INFRONT OF ME KEKE)
OH BUT I DO RMB WHEN THEY FIRST STARTED WALKING TOWARDS THE EXTENDED STAGE (FOR YET) I WAS JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN AND HOPING DAMN HARD THAT YOON DUJUN WOULD WALK THIS WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
HE DID
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AS I'M TYPING THIS TEARS ARE WELLING UP AGAIN
THE BEST PART IS
HE STOPPED RIGHT INFRONT OF ME
OH GOD
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
AND IN THE MIDST OF MY EXCITEMENT I WAVE WAVE WAVE MY LIGHTSTICK UNTIL THE HEAD DROPPED OUT AND ROLLED ACROSS THE EXTENSION STAGE AND FELL TO THE OTHER SIDE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHAT A JOKE
BUT AT LEAST I DIDN'T HIT DOO
I WAS DAMN WORRIED I DID
LOL
YET WAS SO AWESOME *___________* BEST 4MINUTES OF MY LIFE HAHAHA
FLAWLESS FLAWLESS YOON DUJUN. JUST STANDING INFRONT OF ME. SWEATING. SINGING. I LOVE TO WATCH HIM SING. SINGING WITH SUCH EMOTIONS. TEASING THE FANS. WAVING TO EVERYONE. SUDDENLY TURNING BACK TO THE MOSH AND TEASING THEM AGAIN. AND CIRCLING HIS HIPS RIGHT. IN. FRONT. OF. ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /CRIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS/
Ok i'm sorry but thats sexy
Whats most impt is. I was trying so hard to get his attention etc but he kept waving to the ppl further behind (well it is natural like why look you look down you'll set your gaze ahead right) and i was quite upset at first :( Like if liddat i get first row for what............................................. so i just went like sua just enjoy his presence omg MUST ENJOY and just went along singing with him and swaying and doing stuff a normal fangirl would do at concerts etc etc etc
BUT THEN
AT THE LAST PART OF YET
HE SUDDENLY LOOKED DOWN
AT ME
READ MY FANBOARD
AND WAVED
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I WAS SO SHOCKED OMG THE MOMENT HE LOOKED I STARTED JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN. LIKE HENTA???????????????????????? AT SPEED 100KM/H. YEAH YEAH. AND HE SAW HOW EXCITED AND HAPPY I WAS HE SORT OF AMCHIOED AND LOOKED AWAY
U CAN WATCH IT AT THE FANCAM ABOVE. AT 2:24??????????????????????????????????????????
U CAN SEE MY BROWN HAIRED HEAD ACTUALLY HAHAHAHA IF YOU OPEN IT BIG ENOUGH. I KNOW I SEEM DAMN CALM THR BUT THATS ONLY HOW I LOOKED FROM. THE. BACK. IF YOU SAW ME FROM THE FRONT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN C R A Z Y
It sucks coz this fancam only captures his wave and not his reading. I really swear and promise and......... wdv that he really looked for me for a longer period than that. Not that short. Enough to read my fanboard. And smile. And wave. And amchio. YES?????
CMON GUYS THOSE THAT HAVE YET FANCAMS OF DOO YOU NEED TO UPLOAD IT I NEED BETTER CAPTURED TIMES OF MY MOMENT ;_;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Seung was beside doo and for 3 seconds i got my eyes off doo and this happened!!!! (TIME)
0:53-0:56
SEUNG SO SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Aft yet it was clenching a tight fist and that song was spent talking to the security to help get the head of my lightstick back. Was totally not in the proper state of mind i was mad crazy and hyper hahaha i don't even register watching them sing much t_t
AND THEN THEY STOPPED TO TALK
AND YOON DUJUN
SAID SMTH
ALONG THE LINES OF
"I like how fans here sing along with us. And how you watch our shows"
INSERT FANCAM
6:24 -6:48
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
'WATCH OUR SHOWS'
UM EXCUSE ME ITS LIKE TALKING ABOUT ME?!?!?!!!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!
ITS LIKE I'M DAMN SURE HE IS. OK SINGING ALONG. ALL THE FANS COULD HAVE BEEN SINGING ALONG. I WASNT THE ONLY ONE. OK CAN. I AGREE!!!
BUT. WHY THE SUDDEN TALK ABOUT SHOWS????????????????????? WHY????
COZ I WAS HOLDING A YOON DU BONG FANBOARD
ALL
MY
LOVE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAKES SENSE RIGHT??????? WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD HE SUDDENLY TALK ABOUT SHOWS? IN A CONCERT? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
DIDN'T WNA BELIEVE IT AT FIRST I TOLD NICOLE WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT THEN SHRUGGED IT OFF INSISTING THAT I WAS THINIKING TOO MUCH. BUT THEN
THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT
THE MORE IT MAKES SENSE
NO??????????????????????????????????????
HAHAHAHAHA
SO HE ACKNOWLEDGED ME INFRONT OF THE WHOLE CROWD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
ME
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OK SORRY LIVING IN MY OWN WORLD
Then came shld i hug or not, honestly that was the time were i was really very disappointed.
I felt like i made an impression on doo. Somehow? May it be the smile, or the wave, or my board, or the mentioning of 'shows'. Shld i hug or not had them giving out flowers. Doo went to the other side first, and when he was walking to my side he had alrdy gave out all and had one left. Took a few steps towards my side, like really A FEW. Then just gave it away
I FELT MY HEART DROP
Honestly disappointed??????????????////////// I know its damn dumb but yeah i was. That was how i was feeling. He didn't even give my side any chance :'( If he walked past me with a whole bunch of flowers and didn't give it to me, then its fine. But he didn't even walk past me..............................
And i loved that song...................................................................................
However for that i had jun infront of me most of the time instead :) CHARISMATIC JUN. HE RAPPED THE WHOLE FIRST PART OF THE CHORUS TO CHERYL!!!! LIKE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUCKY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS 20SECONDS LONG EXCUSE ME
YOON DUJUN AH ONLY WHAT 2 - 3 SECONDS LONG?? HAHAHA
BUT ITS NOT THE AMOUNT OF TIME THAT MATTERS LA YOU GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT LOL
Jun gave his bouquet of flowers to a girl at moshpit b (which was infront of me). He really wanted to give one particular girl i think haha like he really squated down and slowly give her and all. However. All the girls around her snatched it from her. IT WAS SO SCARY. Like BOOM sudddenly everyone grabbed the flowers and pulled everything out. Leaving her with green thorny stems? Ouch.
Anw at I like u the best..................................
Dujun was walking towards my side. It was the lyrics "you're the only one for me yeah~"
To me its: you're the only one (waves) for me yeah~
FANCAM. TIME.
0:05
HO HO HO HO HO WATCH IT.
THE WAVE IS TO ME
HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK
I was bouncing up and down and up and down coz i was REALLY hyped up alrdy. And he was walking towards me somemore. Bouncing speed increase HAHAHAHA. Maybe that was what made him look at me again????????????? IDK. HAHAHAHA
Aft that kikwang came infront of me too and i waved!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE WAVED BACK. AND POINTED AT ME. AND SANG
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I CAN'T EVEN RMB THE PROPER LYRICS. I DON'T KNOW WHICH PART. I CAN'T FIND A PROPER FANCAM OF IT.
BUT YES KIKWANG ILU THANK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
HIS EYESMILE = ME MELT. REALLY
MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT MELT
Aft he looked at me long enough he read my fanboard and aft he finished reading he turned and walked away tho :( SUCKER. HAHAHA coz he wasn't my bias. BUT STILL!!!!!!!!
During thanks to seob came out from our side of the extension stage!!! I didn't know and i was looking at jun (at the direct opposite side at first). When i realised i faster turned around coz i wanted to get my b2st slogan to supposed junseob instead of raising my board for doo. As i did so my fanboard was still infront of me and I HAD DIRECT EYECONTACT WITH SEOB
Idk if he rmbed my fanboard from the airport or anything, but our eyecontact thr lingered for quite long. Like he was walking but his eyes were on me?????? And the best thing is. It wasn't happy eyes. Its the kind of sad eyes. Like idk...........? Disappointed? It just made me feel bad for not making a board for seob. I had a hard time deciding whether doo or seob was my bias. Really. If you're on my tline you shld know. So it really hurt really bad.....
And during the end of the song he walked back and totally ignored me. wts seobbie :'''''''(
He was walking straight down and scanning the first row peeps. He saw his fanboy next to me screaming the top of his lungs out for him. His eyes had a lil 'o_o' feel, but his eyes were still not the very happy eyes. its like the 'oh yeah i'm doing this song again it doesn't really interest me i'm feeling quite sian now why is the crowd screaming so much' kind of eyes. He say his fanboy, waved (not wholeheartedly i feel?) Then his eyes JUMPED over me and went on.
Ok i'm tired this ends here for now
WOOHOO I'M BACK ON 2.4.2012 ONE MONTH SINCE I FIRST SAW BEAST HAHA. I'M HERE COZ I FINISHED MY HMWK TODAY \O/ THAT USUALLY NEVER HAPPENS.
Like idk i feel...............................................hurt? Or maybe i hurt him. My baby ;__________; i'm sorry.
Sigh like idk i really love him so much from the bottom of my heart but he just doesn't feel it and i feel miserable i practically live to make them feel loved T_T Esp for yang yoseob. Sigh
4.2.2012
Reached orchard hotel at 12??????????????????? Or 1. Or smth hahahahaha
Slacked around and waited
Then went into the van and waited
And waited and waited and waited
The whole entire freaking dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Coz the boys were swimming :( Ok can.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
My new life
This is it :)
Today was my 2nd day in mj!!!!! 1st day gave me a huge headache. Filled with talks and talks and talks and more talks the whole day. Plus we had to think about our subj combi so quickly............................. I took forever to decide. Only submitted my choice aft 11!!! Subj combi thoughts haunted me the whole day. Stressed till i had a headache for the whole day too. It stayed even after i woke up from my 3 hour nap OTL
Today started off with talks again. Station games were not bad :) However i got rly tired all of a sudden aft breaktime..... its as if all my energy was sapped out of me! Became super cranky >:( Didn't even wna talk. Hence i didn't have the right mood for cheer session, but it was good :) I LOVE CHEERING. Its like the only thing i can do hahahaha. And mj cheers are so cute!!!!!!!! MJ!!!!! c..... HAHAHAHA
Hanged around the .....student lounge (?) aft we were dismissed! Almost the whole of it was dominated by us chung cheng students hahaha we're cool 8) Picture taking after :) :) :) Smth made me rly rly rly happy and i couldn't stop grinning!!!!! Hahaha hence i smiled like super widely for my photo... i think i looked like a retard. But its ok! Happy girls are pretty girls YAY let me look pretty in my photo pls thanks
And also because of the same thing i became very blur ever since it happened. Sigh can't believe its actually happening to me............... hehe
Wanted to blog about results day and work but nah forget it. No mood hahahahaha
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Took a cab home today after catching a movie with the cg at i12 coz it was alrdy near midnight. The cab driver was rly friendly and nice!!! Chatted throughout the ride home and found out that his daughter is an air stewardess for sia!!! MY DREAM JOB LEH OMG
Ever since then I'm more determined than ever to try out for it!!!!! It's like every girls' dream???? I even know all the teeny weeny little small details of the job now thanks to him hahahahaha. Can't wait till I'm of age to go for the interview!!! I don't exactly die die also wna be a stewardess, but I just wna give it a shot hehe
Ever since then I'm more determined than ever to try out for it!!!!! It's like every girls' dream???? I even know all the teeny weeny little small details of the job now thanks to him hahahahaha. Can't wait till I'm of age to go for the interview!!! I don't exactly die die also wna be a stewardess, but I just wna give it a shot hehe
Friday, January 27, 2012
恭喜发财
Happy cny everybody!!!!!!!! Its now the 27th of jan at 1:47am so its chu wu!!! STILL CNY OK HAHA I'm not too late to blog about this hehe
Anw just a disclaimer this whole post would be filled with pix of kids kekeke
Spent the day doing my usual routine every year :) Ahma's house > visit 1/2/3 houses > Waipo's house. This time i spent my time at my ahma's watching b2st airlines!!!!!!!!! It only can be watched using dvd player and i don't have one so....................i'm pretty much deprived lol. Only managed to watch one hour worth but its better than nothing! I LOVE B2ST HAHAHA love how i started the (chinese) new year with them. SARANGHAE HAHAHAHAHA
And introducing my very korean looking cousin!!!!! Hehehe he's damn hyperactive la and i'm so so so much older than him..............when i'm 28 he's only gna be 14. LOL I hope he grows up to be super good looking then i can bring him out and show him off hehehehehe
I personally think he looks like mblaq's Thunder!!!!! Esp when he smiles hehehe its like Thunder's eyesmile i will melt~~~~~
This is when we were visiting! We only visited one house hahahaha
That's his elder bro!!! Which i'm determined to care for when he's older haha coz his the oldest kid out of the 3 so he's always getting scolded by his parents and all................but he's still a child!!! Plus he gets outcasted by my other female cousins who 'hate boys'. LOL WHAT TO DO I'm the only one that can still comfort him hahaha
Oh yeah had my fringe up coz the hairstylist screwed up my fringe. Its mad short and maomao now :( I think i'm heading to jc fringeless!!!!! I don't rly think that its a bad thing actually hahaha i'm one step nearer to having a flawless complexion ^_^
He kept feeding me!!!!! HEHEHE DAMN QT LA I bite one mouth he bite one mouth TOO CUTE TO BE TRUE
Makes me wna have a baby boy even more!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love his pic coz he's looking at the camera!!! He was damn fascinated with it lolllll literally climbing all over me to try and grab my cam.
He has two orhchehs on his left cheek coz he was running around he house and he knocked into a fishtank (1st orhcheh) and the dining table (2nd orhcheh). LOL HOW CUTE IS THAT HAHAHA NO CONTROL AT ALL LEH
This is his elder sis :) She's kind of like the 2nd me! Hahaha just that she has long hair (I couldn't do so my ahma don't like sad face) and i was quieter than her. (And i alrdy think that she's quiet omgah i must have been silent)
Left the place
Machiam couple kekekekeke
Crying coz the rest were leaving to my ahma's house to play and he can't :( :( :(
Headed over to my waipo's place and headed to bedok point with my cousins! No pictures with them coz it was raining and i didn't wna bring my cam out. Very glad that i took the initiative to talk to them this year :) Coz we kind of drifted very far apart ever since i was in sec2 and the last time i saw them was literally the last cny in 2011!!! And we used to be very close aft my psle.................always meeting up and all. BUT i'm determined to make a diff this year and meet up with them more regularly :) Hehehe planning to treat them to a meal since i'm gna get my pay and i'm kind of the oldest cousin. /Pats back for being a good cousin hehehe/
Rest of the night was spent having dinner and watching movies that were shown on miotv :) Which included ipman2. I LOVE IPMAN
Last but not least, my nails this festive season :) Paid a.l.o.t for the mani pedi but no regrets!!! Love it ttm hehehe esp my mani!!!!! Its the colour i wanted from the opi muppet collection and i'm the first to use it in the nail palour coz no one rly likes it coz of the lack of uniform in the glitter. I'M STILL MAD LOVIN' IT THO HEHEHEHE. I know that its the xmas colours but i rly want it so...............cny also can have xmas feel la hehe. My pedi makes me feel like a mermaid!!!!!!!!!!!
And you have no idea how long 33 pictures takes to upload
N o i d e a
Friday, January 6, 2012
Off
Was down with flu and fever on my first off day, which was thursday :( Such a waste! Was feeling terrible but still managed to go down to tp and sp (with my mum hahahaha) before my temperature rocketed and came home. Overall, tp's a rly lively sch and they rly have the sch spirit! Ppl thr are more friendly too :) But the biomedicial lecturer looked down on me aft i said my prelim l1r4 was 15..... (i think it was??)
Only went for sp's applied science tour and the environment thr's rly good! Meet Peishan ex-ex-PL thr too hehehehe she's in biotechnology :) Wanted to go for the business tour but that's when my fever came........ wasted. Goodie bags were all given out too! So i didn't rly get anything from there :(
Anw, aft going for these open houses i rly feel that poly might be the path for me! Less worried about my results :) What's done is done, i just hate the suspension. Just let me know my results and whats in store for me alrdy!
Next up, 11th jan mj vj open house huhu!!!
Only went for sp's applied science tour and the environment thr's rly good! Meet Peishan ex-ex-PL thr too hehehehe she's in biotechnology :) Wanted to go for the business tour but that's when my fever came........ wasted. Goodie bags were all given out too! So i didn't rly get anything from there :(
Anw, aft going for these open houses i rly feel that poly might be the path for me! Less worried about my results :) What's done is done, i just hate the suspension. Just let me know my results and whats in store for me alrdy!
Next up, 11th jan mj vj open house huhu!!!
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