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Wednesday, April 4, 2012

April

I know my fanacc's not finished yet but well i just feel like typing out some stuff now. Just went for photog's exco interview just now :) I wasn't feeling nervous a.t.a.l.l until i was making my way into the photog room itself. Idk whether thats a good or bad thing but i think i did ok..? Kept repeating the same old points over and over again hahaha owell.

Sometimes i wonder to myself. If i regret joining photog and not a sport cca instead? Coz ever since i got into mj, i realised that my stamina's not that bad!!! Other than the fact that my arms are still super duper weak, i can run  well for someone that has had long term mc for a year :-) Running 2km on tuesday was the first time i felt so drained from running this year tho. I still have my nike run next week!!!!! Excited yet worried at the same time. My first run!!!!!!!! 5km!!!..................................

Jc life has not been all rainbows and butterflies but it's been ok. Class' quite enjoyable actually and feel really comfortable with them :-) Not putting up any front at all. The real me! However i'm still considering if i shld drop econs coz i really really really don't like the subject...... I know i can definitely uds it if i try but no, i just don't want to. Sigh having second thoughts about it tho coz if i do drop it, i'll probably have a change in class. Having to adapt all over again????? SIGH

And somehow i've came to a conclusion that jc life is for people that didn't put in their best for sec sch life. Its another chance for them, to do what they missed out on. I had an a.m.a.z.i.n.g experience in chung cheng so i shan't be complacent and be happy with what i have :-) HAPPY GIRL :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

Its scary that politics are popping out alrdy. That's really fast.

Today also marks one month since i saw bi seu teu. At long beach. I miss them alot............................................. just that i don't say it out alot. Hate those moments in class where my withdrawals suddenly hit me so bad and yet i can't say/do anything. I only can keep it within myself..... No one really understands anw. Everyone will just say i'm too crazy :((( But at least my feelings for beast is healthy. Hehehe

Ever since then i've been feeling really lost too. I've been looking forward to 03.03.2012 for too long. What am i looking forward to now? For As to be over??? I need something more realistic to look forward to. Smth in the short term.

That sums up all the random thoughts in my head currently. Gna go shower now. Bye :-)

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