Moustache :3

LOL the story behind this photo is extremely funny (inserts emoji)

I look so fierce HEHE

Class photo on Friday. Grabbed the photos from classmates' fb hehe some of mine are up on insta if you wna take a look :-)

Making the best out of everything

Don't drown

Blogging coz i promised yay

Pix from bottom to top: Eunice, Zhenyu, Jessica. Friends from wsps > cch > jc HEHE quite cool right :)))

Why do i have such obvious difference in eye size sigh one big one small o_0 Not to mention how horrible my complexion is haiya......................................................... I feel like i'm getting uglier day by day

J1 feels like sec1 coz i'm constantly feeling lousy about myself all over again. This definitely sucks and i wna get out of this whole..... feeling (?) asap sigh. Feeling insecure and out of place all the time. And of coz it isn't all about looks even tho thr are like a million and one pretty girls in mj of coz i feel inferior but not to that extent la lollll

Week was alright but it felt slightly (?) messy coz i was a mess. Super clumsy and knocking down e v e r y t h i n g that was in my way lol three of my 0.38 pens have went out of ink because of this..... and i don't even wna count how many times i would repeatedly knock over the same item in one period. I do not.

72(.....?) days to promos. This is more stressful than Os. Really got to get my engine going coz i feel the competitiveness alrdy. Its a harsh, cruel, selfish world. And i thought the environment in 4dl was competitive enough........... ha... ha... ha... Welcome to the real world Jasmine

Tho i figured it out late last year but 4dl was a really loving class :-) That fuzzzzzy wuzzzzy feeling :')

O...k i hate how i get over things so slowly i adapt to new surroundings at a snail's pace

Life is boring for now

Rant

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL I LOVE U :)))))

Not that anyone reads this but owell its in need of some pixels

I don't seem like my old self anymore, really have lost myself along the way. However this will change. I will survive:-)

Got back ///all/// mid year papers today. I can't help but to be angry at myself. I need to rant so this shall be the place. I hate how ////ALL///// and i'm not kidding when i say ALL my papers are one mark away from the next grade. I really hate this feeling. If it was a cfmed U, i'll be ok. I'll accept it and move on. But n0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o i just had to have Us which one a mark away from and S. And these Us would determine whether my parents would have have to attend the meet the parents session. Wts srsly i really really really really really really really really really really can't afford for my parents to meet anyone. And it could have been so possible for that to happen if i just scored one more mark. JUST ONE. OR IF THE ECONS PAPERS WEREN'T COUNTED IN THE WEIRD PERCENTAGE.

I want to live. After mtp session, my life would be over. Not even joking

On a brighter note, i'm extremely thankful for my gp p1 grades. ................however i'm super disappointed by my math paper. Carelessness cost me two grades. w t h

I'm sounding like a nerd talking so much about grades but that's pretty much what i shld be focused on now i guess. Jc life hasn't been nice and i seem to be making wrong decisions all the time. But i told myself this mid years will be the last round of consideration of transferring out, and my mind is set. A LEVELS I'M COMING FOR YOU. I'm only a j1 but i'm SO looking fwd to after As alrdy. But promos hai hai hai haiiiiii

If anyone ever comes across this page and thinks that i'm just a loser that's constantly complaining about jc life just because she can't take it, I have to say that thr's alot going on that no one knows about. I don't have to broadcast to the internet about my every move, yknow.

Yay rant is over finally feeling slightly better but i bet tmrw will make it plunge all the way down again............................................................................got to fix all the mistakes i made. Go jasmine.

Anw i'll try my bestest (hehe) to update this place its kind of therapeutic it'll help keep me sane :)))