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Saturday, May 18, 2013
DREAM
There was a part before this but i cannot rmb it anymore!! Idk why hurhur i tried very hard to rmb the whole dream after i woke up bc i was just so fascinated:-(
At first i thought i was dreaming about a show
this girl and guy were paired up (i know bc i saw them in the dream), and then suddenly /something/ (maybe it was a clue or some shit) happened and the guy went 'come at me' (ironman reference guys rmb when tony asked the evil people to come get him and give them his address? yup) and then suddenly the girl became ME and i was pushed away
and somehow both of us started running through a split road of shops in a shopping centre
then somehow while running i got notice that he was shot in the head (lol i wonder how i knew HAHA maybe it boomed thru the shopping centre like running man)
and then my run thru the shopping centre ended up at this 'meeting' place for all of us (that didnt really look like a shopping centre fyi LOL). and i saw his girlfriend who was in another team. (im thinking we're smth like iris and we're in different groups and such la)
so i went over and hugged her and started crying but bc she didnt know she was like why why??? and then i told her everything. and she was short so when i hugged her her head was at my chin???
then suddenly after we both cried and shit i opened my eyes and looked in the distance and realised he was sitting somewhere far with bags and a cap on his head? (and at this point when i woke up i realised he looked abit like someone from school HAHA)
we both ran over and she hugged him first then i hugged him too
and she started gg thru his stuff with him which were at this counter divided into two? then all the stuff she went through was in the first counter
i was with them and suddenly i spotted a familiar bottle in the second counter (IT WAS BEHIND /SOMETHING/ IDK IF THE /SOMETHING/ WAS IMPT IN MY DREAM??? LOL) and i was all 'hey thats my/ your bottle'! then he turned and said 'yup i know, its in my favourite colour' (the colour is my correction tape colour LOL) and he SMILED. and then i realised we were actually becoming more than friends???? LOL IDK WHY OK MAYBE IT WAS SMTH IN THE FIRST PART OF THE DREAM THAT I FORGOT
suddenly we ended up at this place which seemed like upper pierce reservoir in sg. (reference from my childhood bc my dad used to bring mum and me there to catch baby lobsters HAHAHA for my childhood entertainment la duh. the lobsters and pretty harmless btw it wont really hurt if they pinched you?? unless you find the hugeass ones in the rock WHICH I FOUND and failed to lure out)
him, his gf and his friends were there. and i was there too. we were in the waters but it was the part with huge rocks (bc thats where the lobsters were). and somehow the lobsters were all over his friends???? like they were lying back in the water and there was lobsters in their hair and all. BABY LOBSTERS LA.
then his friend made 'sandwiches' for the lobsters (which were how he lured them out) and he went "EEEE MY WORM SANDWICH DIDNT WORK" and i turned back to see the words squirming there in the water and i cringed. i was inbetw the worms and his friend LOL. then in his hands was some centipede ish sandwich AND HE LET IT INTO THE WATER. THEN ALL THE LOBSTERS CAME SWIMMING OUT AND I WAS FREAKING OUT BC TOO MUCH MAN TOO MUCH AND THEY WERE ALL SWIMMING PASS ME TO GET TO THE SANDWICH LOL
somehow i escaped and then we were just all having fun in the water. his gf was thr grumpy bc duh i was there and i had no reason to LOL (must be a drama reference SINCE IVE WATCHED SO MANY) and i actually had no interaction with him at all??? i was just playing around with everyone. then suddenly his mom was there in the waters with us and she came to me and said 'you're just like (his gf's name). so calm and intellectual. is that the type he likes?' then i was like all nooooooo i am not intellectual or smart or even calm for that matter im quite dumb and childish and i started talking to her about all the incidences when and alllll
AND THEN WE ENDED UP AT SENTOSA(?) dont even know if the places exists but it felt like sentosa. or maybe palau ubin. somewhere away from everything else la HAHA. then we took a group picture infront of this building and that picture of the building was on the website of sentosa/ palau ubin LOL???????? so that was how i know where it was. (it came out as an animation in my head la lol it was smth which most korean variety shows would use??)
oh we meaning the same group of friends, me and the girlfriend. and then there was just his very talllll spider web ish thing and apparently that was what we were there for la. i think it was like 5 storeys tall LOL. so we started climbing
and ofc the guys were competitive and climbed all the way up first and THEN THEY WENT MAD AND LET GO OF THE STRING AND FELL ALL THE WAY DOWN. LIKE ALMOST ALL OF THEM. FROM 5 STOREYS HIGH EH WTS AND THEY WERE ALL SCREAMING AND GOING WHOOOOO AND SHIT and obviously there was protective mats below so they survived. (GOD KNOWS HOW THEY DID OMG)
his gf went crazy and when down with the guys too but i was still thereeeee climbinggggg slowlyyyy (actually i didnt see me in this part of the dream but i just KNOW IT) and some of his friends were accompanying me i think.
so everyone that was down lay down on the mats below and looked up at us climbing la. then his gf was lying on his arm(?) and they were facing diff directions lol (THIS I RMB SO CLEARLY COZ ITS SUCH A TYPICAL DRAMA CAMERA ANGLE HAHAHAHAHAHA) then somehow i saw hoya's and dongwoo's faces and i feel like sungyeol was there too (so when i woke up i was all "OMG I WAS HANGING OUT WITH INFINITE?????") (oh and at this point of time suddenly the girlfriend was tall and angmohish which was weird bc at the start of the dream she was short and asian. HAHAHA)
then suddenly she went 'bby can you come out with me for a moment? /with a srs face/' and then i just kind of know that it was to talk about WHY THE HELL I WAS THERE HAHAHAHA (LOL IDK WHY ALSO LEH) so they got up and walked towards the exit and he was abit relectant and looked up at the web (i assume to look at me lol thanks) and then look at his friends and mouthed 'keep your face to the light so ....... smth smth smth smth'. I KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING COZ THERE WERE HUGEASS SUBTITLES IN MY DREAM HAHAHAHA WHAT EVEN. AND THATS A QUOTE I RECENTLY CAME ACROSS. 'keep your face to the light so that you don't see the shadows'
and the area we (meaning his friends and i) were in was brightly lit while the exit out looked dark and shit. and his gf wasnt there alr bc she stomped off angrily
AND THEN I WOKE UP
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHYYYYY DIDNTTTT THE DREAMMMMM CONTINUEEEEE SO DRAMA LOOOOOL
and i really want to know who the heck was that guy.
DREAM GIRL~~~
At first i thought i was dreaming about a show
this girl and guy were paired up (i know bc i saw them in the dream), and then suddenly /something/ (maybe it was a clue or some shit) happened and the guy went 'come at me' (ironman reference guys rmb when tony asked the evil people to come get him and give them his address? yup) and then suddenly the girl became ME and i was pushed away
and somehow both of us started running through a split road of shops in a shopping centre
then somehow while running i got notice that he was shot in the head (lol i wonder how i knew HAHA maybe it boomed thru the shopping centre like running man)
and then my run thru the shopping centre ended up at this 'meeting' place for all of us (that didnt really look like a shopping centre fyi LOL). and i saw his girlfriend who was in another team. (im thinking we're smth like iris and we're in different groups and such la)
so i went over and hugged her and started crying but bc she didnt know she was like why why??? and then i told her everything. and she was short so when i hugged her her head was at my chin???
then suddenly after we both cried and shit i opened my eyes and looked in the distance and realised he was sitting somewhere far with bags and a cap on his head? (and at this point when i woke up i realised he looked abit like someone from school HAHA)
we both ran over and she hugged him first then i hugged him too
and she started gg thru his stuff with him which were at this counter divided into two? then all the stuff she went through was in the first counter
i was with them and suddenly i spotted a familiar bottle in the second counter (IT WAS BEHIND /SOMETHING/ IDK IF THE /SOMETHING/ WAS IMPT IN MY DREAM??? LOL) and i was all 'hey thats my/ your bottle'! then he turned and said 'yup i know, its in my favourite colour' (the colour is my correction tape colour LOL) and he SMILED. and then i realised we were actually becoming more than friends???? LOL IDK WHY OK MAYBE IT WAS SMTH IN THE FIRST PART OF THE DREAM THAT I FORGOT
suddenly we ended up at this place which seemed like upper pierce reservoir in sg. (reference from my childhood bc my dad used to bring mum and me there to catch baby lobsters HAHAHA for my childhood entertainment la duh. the lobsters and pretty harmless btw it wont really hurt if they pinched you?? unless you find the hugeass ones in the rock WHICH I FOUND and failed to lure out)
him, his gf and his friends were there. and i was there too. we were in the waters but it was the part with huge rocks (bc thats where the lobsters were). and somehow the lobsters were all over his friends???? like they were lying back in the water and there was lobsters in their hair and all. BABY LOBSTERS LA.
then his friend made 'sandwiches' for the lobsters (which were how he lured them out) and he went "EEEE MY WORM SANDWICH DIDNT WORK" and i turned back to see the words squirming there in the water and i cringed. i was inbetw the worms and his friend LOL. then in his hands was some centipede ish sandwich AND HE LET IT INTO THE WATER. THEN ALL THE LOBSTERS CAME SWIMMING OUT AND I WAS FREAKING OUT BC TOO MUCH MAN TOO MUCH AND THEY WERE ALL SWIMMING PASS ME TO GET TO THE SANDWICH LOL
somehow i escaped and then we were just all having fun in the water. his gf was thr grumpy bc duh i was there and i had no reason to LOL (must be a drama reference SINCE IVE WATCHED SO MANY) and i actually had no interaction with him at all??? i was just playing around with everyone. then suddenly his mom was there in the waters with us and she came to me and said 'you're just like (his gf's name). so calm and intellectual. is that the type he likes?' then i was like all nooooooo i am not intellectual or smart or even calm for that matter im quite dumb and childish and i started talking to her about all the incidences when and alllll
AND THEN WE ENDED UP AT SENTOSA(?) dont even know if the places exists but it felt like sentosa. or maybe palau ubin. somewhere away from everything else la HAHA. then we took a group picture infront of this building and that picture of the building was on the website of sentosa/ palau ubin LOL???????? so that was how i know where it was. (it came out as an animation in my head la lol it was smth which most korean variety shows would use??)
oh we meaning the same group of friends, me and the girlfriend. and then there was just his very talllll spider web ish thing and apparently that was what we were there for la. i think it was like 5 storeys tall LOL. so we started climbing
and ofc the guys were competitive and climbed all the way up first and THEN THEY WENT MAD AND LET GO OF THE STRING AND FELL ALL THE WAY DOWN. LIKE ALMOST ALL OF THEM. FROM 5 STOREYS HIGH EH WTS AND THEY WERE ALL SCREAMING AND GOING WHOOOOO AND SHIT and obviously there was protective mats below so they survived. (GOD KNOWS HOW THEY DID OMG)
his gf went crazy and when down with the guys too but i was still thereeeee climbinggggg slowlyyyy (actually i didnt see me in this part of the dream but i just KNOW IT) and some of his friends were accompanying me i think.
so everyone that was down lay down on the mats below and looked up at us climbing la. then his gf was lying on his arm(?) and they were facing diff directions lol (THIS I RMB SO CLEARLY COZ ITS SUCH A TYPICAL DRAMA CAMERA ANGLE HAHAHAHAHAHA) then somehow i saw hoya's and dongwoo's faces and i feel like sungyeol was there too (so when i woke up i was all "OMG I WAS HANGING OUT WITH INFINITE?????") (oh and at this point of time suddenly the girlfriend was tall and angmohish which was weird bc at the start of the dream she was short and asian. HAHAHA)
then suddenly she went 'bby can you come out with me for a moment? /with a srs face/' and then i just kind of know that it was to talk about WHY THE HELL I WAS THERE HAHAHAHA (LOL IDK WHY ALSO LEH) so they got up and walked towards the exit and he was abit relectant and looked up at the web (i assume to look at me lol thanks) and then look at his friends and mouthed 'keep your face to the light so ....... smth smth smth smth'. I KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING COZ THERE WERE HUGEASS SUBTITLES IN MY DREAM HAHAHAHA WHAT EVEN. AND THATS A QUOTE I RECENTLY CAME ACROSS. 'keep your face to the light so that you don't see the shadows'
and the area we (meaning his friends and i) were in was brightly lit while the exit out looked dark and shit. and his gf wasnt there alr bc she stomped off angrily
AND THEN I WOKE UP
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHYYYYY DIDNTTTT THE DREAMMMMM CONTINUEEEEE SO DRAMA LOOOOOL
and i really want to know who the heck was that guy.
DREAM GIRL~~~
Thursday, March 7, 2013
FINALLY GOT TIME TO UPDATE THIS SPACE
Been wanting to do this since week 1 of school but it is alrdy week 9
wow
time flies
mbts in 10 (..?) days
shit
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Life has been crazy and h e c t i c ever since school started. very very hectic. esp with the increased workload and all the events........... plus i act smart and didn't do all my holiday homework HA HA HA (not funny) so i was constantly having to catch up on work all the time
Anyhow
week 1!!!! practice and practice and lots of practice for open house:-)
This is the only picture i koped from fb hehe
it was fun and dinner after made me realise how much i love the game werewolf!!!!! or maybe it was just the company. idk HAHA
got closer with the mass dancers in the wa grp ever since HAHA so happy i got to know them bc i honestly haven't laughed as much in my jc life until i met them :-))) no pictures of them bc we don't really take MEH. but the studying + card games + dinners + watching them sing + h2h talks have been good and i am foreverrrrr happyyyy and thankfullllll ♡♡♡
just when i caught up with my hol hmwk orientation started
YAY ORIENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is my ag whoo b2!! they're a fun and daring bunch hehe i was quite shocked when they opened up to "DARLING I LOVE YOU CAN YOU PLS SMILE FOR ME :-)))))))))" when they just knew each other for 5mins. and i also realised how much i suck at that game HAHA
really enjoyed time with them alot i was quite sad when the ag days were over :-(
now meet my og!!!!! C888888
it was quite a pity bc i didn't really get to spend much time with them coz i was goap's station master :-( BUT THEY SO CUTE HAHA love seeing them around in school it makes me miss orientation alot
ooookay posting this in may bc when i typed this in march it didnt feel right and complete but now it kind of feels okay so yeahhhhhh post post
Monday, February 11, 2013
More than blessed
My vday recipient list is so incredibly long its ridiculous HAHA
Made me realise
So blessed
So happy
So much better than before
Walk away from what hurts you and be thankful for the people who matter ♡
New year resolutions that i'll try really really really hard to keep:
Made me realise
So blessed
So happy
So much better than before
Walk away from what hurts you and be thankful for the people who matter ♡
New year resolutions that i'll try really really really hard to keep:
- Spend more time with extended family
- Shop more HAHA i will take it as a reward
Yeap thats pretty much the jumble in my head now
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
2012
Hi :-)
This is how 2012 has been
School (ok this is gna be the longest chunk in this post. i think)
Tbh, this is the first year i really really really dreaded school. In the past, when people said that they 'hated' school, i couldn't really understand. I used to find it boring/ a dread at times, and i would dislike some lessons quite extremely (to the extent that i would skip the whole day of school oops) but i just didn't uds. But this year, i feel like i could somewhat understand what they were saying? And this is really a foreign feeling to me bc I'm quite a school person.
I don't really get why i feel this way, i guess its a mixture of everything and anything. Its not that mj is not being nice to me. I think its just..... myself.
I feel like i've been feeling too sad. Feeling too sad of myself.
Its just that if you would ask me if i had another chance, would i want to come back to mj again? I won't be able to give you a definite answer. If i could choose if i wanted to go to cch again? It would be a definite YES. White sands pri? If it even was a choice, i would say yes too. Mj? I really, really really.................................................... don't know.
wdv it is, i felt like this holidays have been a good time away from the school. I literally had almost z e r o contact with anything school related (i still havent started on my hmwk SIGH!!!!!), it was a good good break. Smth i needed, it was a well deserved break. I still don't really know whats the cause of me feeling this way, i think its has many many causes, and it has jumbled up into this. But wdv it is, I AM NOW READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. SO SO READY. SO READY TO TAKE ON EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
And this time, i'm not gna let anything bring me down.
~
Class
20 girls, 4 guys. hahahahahaha
But i really can't deny that i'm thankful for them. That i now feel comfortable with them, that when i enter a classroom with them i feel safe and 'protected'. Comfort zone. I like it.
I feel like i can talk to every single one of them and it wont be weird. I won't feel awkward.
And 'awkward' is a feeling that i feel alot in school this year.
~
CCA
exco is the best best best bestest thing that ever happened to me in school this year. /SO/ thankful for them, so grateful, so happy that i'm part of the 9.
I can't imagine how unbearable school life would have been w/o them.
talking outside exco, even being in photog itself has been such a joy. eliminating all competitive natured ccas out of my choices was an extremely wise choice. i feel good and comfortable with everyone (even before exco was formed), even tho i spend much lesser time with them than the class, i could feel the same about them.
PS: I love rolling around in the clubroom. L O V E. HAHAHAHAHA
~
Studies
Has been good.
I never studied so hard before
And i never felt like dying so badly bc i didn't want to study anymore (information overload pls T_T!!!!!!!!!!)
AND HENCE IM HAVING A GOOD BREAK AWAY FROM THE BOOKS NOW :------)
~
Family
9th year.
Relatively peaceful. I'm glad
~
Fangirl (HAHA)
Actually the most 'happening' in my life (like its constantly ongoing) but its the last cat here hmmm why LOL anw kind of glad I'm a fangirl. It has opened my eyes in many ways. I'm sure i see the world differently from other 17y/os around me.
you can skip this if u want honestly not very relevant to most people HAHA
end jan: sistar boyfriend
most 'worth' fanevent ever. + the thai group's appearance it was like a whole 3 hour concert and ofc the performances did not let me down. except for one guy that totally ignored me. TOTALLY LEH. I WAS IN THE FIRST ROW AND U CAN STILL IGNORE ME AND LOOK BEHIND ME SO MANY TIMES WTH you will regret it no minwoo >:-)
spent a BOMB on smth for him but didn't manage to pass him... its in my cupboard now. no idea what to do with it lol and we didn't get the hi5 session passes either. W D V
supposedly supposed to go for ss4 bc i bought tix and everything alrdy but i decided i shld give it up for someone that deserves the seat more and i have no regrets :-)
EARLY MARCH OK ACTUALLY 3RD MARCH HEHEHEHE: BYUSHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST CONCERT OF MY LIFE
DO I EVEN NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS
사랑해요 비스트 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
hearts are never enough for me to describe my love for them so i shall just stop here
4th march was such a beautiful day too ;_;
15june (lol at my good memory for such stuff): BNO
good day with my fangirls and new fangirls that i got to know and the day i welcomed happy pills into my life
AND I WATCHED JAY PARK LIFE YES I CAN ALMOST FULLY DIE IN PEACE NOW
23rd nov (I HAVE LOOKED FORWARD TO THIS DAY FOR 2 WHOLE YEARS): S M T O W N S I N G A P O R E
OPPA OPPA WAS THE MOST HIGH MOMENT OF 2012
LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY DAMN HIGH
I HAVE FINALLY SAW SJ LIFE A STEP CLOSER TO DYING IN PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok its not that i don't care about the rest of smtown i have done a whole post on it alrdy cmon i'm just highlighting the /highlight/ bc i don't even know if i'll see them again...
being in the rain was kind of fun. a once in a lifetime experience. i kept singing 'feel the rain on your skin~' HAHAHA
1DEC: SUNDOWN BTOB!!!!!
much love to nicole for getting free tickets for me ♡
i kind of knew that i was gna end up at sundown somehow hehehehe just gotta feeling and it was true ^_^v
most enjoyable event ever coz i did was to sit down and lepak and thr was good weather good scenery good food and i was just.. worriless? usually im damn nervous and excited then cannot eat cannot sleep HAHAHA sigh at my life
the day that i figured out out my love for im hyunsik aww
no more last cat for btob again bc their stage presence wows me. really.
8DEC (HAHA THE LAST OF MY 3 CONTINUOUS WEEKEND FANGIRL EVENTS IF YOU DIDNT REALISE): SWC2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S C R E A M S
I really don't know what to say?
Concert that impressed me the most 2012
Concert that made me cry the most 2012
Concert that reminded me why i'm into kpop and why i love shinee so much and why i will never ever be able to run away from the clutches of these 5 idiots and i'll be stuck thr and part of the beautiful aqua green ocean and the awesome fanchants that day and i'll cry and cry and cry for them always even tho i want to go away bc they hurt me so much T_T
hahaha wow what did i just type
6 events this year. 5 paid, 1 free. wow at whr my money flies to
ok and SO MUCH LOVE TO MY DEAREST TWO FANGIRLS NICOLE AND SHABY ♡♡♡
WHAT WOULD I BE W/O YOU GUYS T^T
even tho we only have one common fandom amongst us three fangirling would never have been the same w/o any one of you. glad we met (THRU ME AHEM) and we fell for the same 5 guys and we're all equally crazy and both of you are able to tahan my nonsense and screaming through the phone and all that and (ok confession ok) IDK DURING THE SWC VIDEO WHR EVERYONE WAS CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING LIKE SHIT I WANTED TO RUN OUT OF THE MOSH TO FIND AND HUG YALL BUT OBVIOUSLY I WAS STUCK AND I WOULD HAVE TOOK FOREVER LEAVE SO.................................
HAIYA I LOVE YOU TWO LA EVEN THO SOMETIMES YALL BULLY ME (MAKNAE LEH T^T) AND I WAS THE COMMON FRIEND OK. MEEEEEEEEEEE
and i mustn't forget regine and rachel so glad they're in the next class and that i have fellow fangirl friends to run to IN CASE OF SUDDEN NEWS ATTACKS while in school HAHAHA
~
THE YEAR IN PIXELS IN RANDOM ORDER BC BLOGGER ALWAYS SCREWS UP THE ORDER SIGH
This is how 2012 has been
School (ok this is gna be the longest chunk in this post. i think)
Tbh, this is the first year i really really really dreaded school. In the past, when people said that they 'hated' school, i couldn't really understand. I used to find it boring/ a dread at times, and i would dislike some lessons quite extremely (to the extent that i would skip the whole day of school oops) but i just didn't uds. But this year, i feel like i could somewhat understand what they were saying? And this is really a foreign feeling to me bc I'm quite a school person.
I don't really get why i feel this way, i guess its a mixture of everything and anything. Its not that mj is not being nice to me. I think its just..... myself.
I feel like i've been feeling too sad. Feeling too sad of myself.
Its just that if you would ask me if i had another chance, would i want to come back to mj again? I won't be able to give you a definite answer. If i could choose if i wanted to go to cch again? It would be a definite YES. White sands pri? If it even was a choice, i would say yes too. Mj? I really, really really.................................................... don't know.
wdv it is, i felt like this holidays have been a good time away from the school. I literally had almost z e r o contact with anything school related (i still havent started on my hmwk SIGH!!!!!), it was a good good break. Smth i needed, it was a well deserved break. I still don't really know whats the cause of me feeling this way, i think its has many many causes, and it has jumbled up into this. But wdv it is, I AM NOW READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. SO SO READY. SO READY TO TAKE ON EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
And this time, i'm not gna let anything bring me down.
~
Class
20 girls, 4 guys. hahahahahaha
But i really can't deny that i'm thankful for them. That i now feel comfortable with them, that when i enter a classroom with them i feel safe and 'protected'. Comfort zone. I like it.
I feel like i can talk to every single one of them and it wont be weird. I won't feel awkward.
And 'awkward' is a feeling that i feel alot in school this year.
~
CCA
exco is the best best best bestest thing that ever happened to me in school this year. /SO/ thankful for them, so grateful, so happy that i'm part of the 9.
I can't imagine how unbearable school life would have been w/o them.
talking outside exco, even being in photog itself has been such a joy. eliminating all competitive natured ccas out of my choices was an extremely wise choice. i feel good and comfortable with everyone (even before exco was formed), even tho i spend much lesser time with them than the class, i could feel the same about them.
PS: I love rolling around in the clubroom. L O V E. HAHAHAHAHA
~
Studies
Has been good.
I never studied so hard before
And i never felt like dying so badly bc i didn't want to study anymore (information overload pls T_T!!!!!!!!!!)
AND HENCE IM HAVING A GOOD BREAK AWAY FROM THE BOOKS NOW :------)
~
Family
9th year.
Relatively peaceful. I'm glad
~
Fangirl (HAHA)
Actually the most 'happening' in my life (like its constantly ongoing) but its the last cat here hmmm why LOL anw kind of glad I'm a fangirl. It has opened my eyes in many ways. I'm sure i see the world differently from other 17y/os around me.
you can skip this if u want honestly not very relevant to most people HAHA
end jan: sistar boyfriend
most 'worth' fanevent ever. + the thai group's appearance it was like a whole 3 hour concert and ofc the performances did not let me down. except for one guy that totally ignored me. TOTALLY LEH. I WAS IN THE FIRST ROW AND U CAN STILL IGNORE ME AND LOOK BEHIND ME SO MANY TIMES WTH you will regret it no minwoo >:-)
spent a BOMB on smth for him but didn't manage to pass him... its in my cupboard now. no idea what to do with it lol and we didn't get the hi5 session passes either. W D V
supposedly supposed to go for ss4 bc i bought tix and everything alrdy but i decided i shld give it up for someone that deserves the seat more and i have no regrets :-)
EARLY MARCH OK ACTUALLY 3RD MARCH HEHEHEHE: BYUSHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST CONCERT OF MY LIFE
DO I EVEN NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS
사랑해요 비스트 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
hearts are never enough for me to describe my love for them so i shall just stop here
4th march was such a beautiful day too ;_;
15june (lol at my good memory for such stuff): BNO
good day with my fangirls and new fangirls that i got to know and the day i welcomed happy pills into my life
AND I WATCHED JAY PARK LIFE YES I CAN ALMOST FULLY DIE IN PEACE NOW
23rd nov (I HAVE LOOKED FORWARD TO THIS DAY FOR 2 WHOLE YEARS): S M T O W N S I N G A P O R E
OPPA OPPA WAS THE MOST HIGH MOMENT OF 2012
LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY DAMN HIGH
I HAVE FINALLY SAW SJ LIFE A STEP CLOSER TO DYING IN PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok its not that i don't care about the rest of smtown i have done a whole post on it alrdy cmon i'm just highlighting the /highlight/ bc i don't even know if i'll see them again...
being in the rain was kind of fun. a once in a lifetime experience. i kept singing 'feel the rain on your skin~' HAHAHA
1DEC: SUNDOWN BTOB!!!!!
much love to nicole for getting free tickets for me ♡
i kind of knew that i was gna end up at sundown somehow hehehehe just gotta feeling and it was true ^_^v
most enjoyable event ever coz i did was to sit down and lepak and thr was good weather good scenery good food and i was just.. worriless? usually im damn nervous and excited then cannot eat cannot sleep HAHAHA sigh at my life
the day that i figured out out my love for im hyunsik aww
no more last cat for btob again bc their stage presence wows me. really.
8DEC (HAHA THE LAST OF MY 3 CONTINUOUS WEEKEND FANGIRL EVENTS IF YOU DIDNT REALISE): SWC2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S C R E A M S
I really don't know what to say?
Concert that impressed me the most 2012
Concert that made me cry the most 2012
Concert that reminded me why i'm into kpop and why i love shinee so much and why i will never ever be able to run away from the clutches of these 5 idiots and i'll be stuck thr and part of the beautiful aqua green ocean and the awesome fanchants that day and i'll cry and cry and cry for them always even tho i want to go away bc they hurt me so much T_T
hahaha wow what did i just type
6 events this year. 5 paid, 1 free. wow at whr my money flies to
ok and SO MUCH LOVE TO MY DEAREST TWO FANGIRLS NICOLE AND SHABY ♡♡♡
WHAT WOULD I BE W/O YOU GUYS T^T
even tho we only have one common fandom amongst us three fangirling would never have been the same w/o any one of you. glad we met (THRU ME AHEM) and we fell for the same 5 guys and we're all equally crazy and both of you are able to tahan my nonsense and screaming through the phone and all that and (ok confession ok) IDK DURING THE SWC VIDEO WHR EVERYONE WAS CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING LIKE SHIT I WANTED TO RUN OUT OF THE MOSH TO FIND AND HUG YALL BUT OBVIOUSLY I WAS STUCK AND I WOULD HAVE TOOK FOREVER LEAVE SO.................................
HAIYA I LOVE YOU TWO LA EVEN THO SOMETIMES YALL BULLY ME (MAKNAE LEH T^T) AND I WAS THE COMMON FRIEND OK. MEEEEEEEEEEE
and i mustn't forget regine and rachel so glad they're in the next class and that i have fellow fangirl friends to run to IN CASE OF SUDDEN NEWS ATTACKS while in school HAHAHA
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THE YEAR IN PIXELS IN RANDOM ORDER BC BLOGGER ALWAYS SCREWS UP THE ORDER SIGH
After dance concert!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg so proud of cheryl when i saw her i cried. we cried. T_T
chung cheng fam at dance concert :-)
birthday celebration with the funbunch at fft not too long ago :-)
going back to cch to collect grad certs!!!! and to watch wushu i think hehehehehe
and to celebrate cheng's birthday!!!!!!
dinner after!!! (i think its the same day???? I'm not very sure LOL)
back to cch for teachers day :---) thats 4dl right thr it was almost full attendance omg /tears of joy/
class photo taking with the class HAHA
jubilation with the photog peeps
celebrating san's birthday!!! this was one day right before we had to report to our new schools T_T
meeting up with funbunch!! this was the first day with my /jet black/ hair. I RMB
shopping with the guides and celebrating jasminey's birthday!!!
went to surprise qianyun at work!!! i was gna say i think it was still during the holidays but NO it was when school started alrdy and jiehui was rushing off to her frisbee practice after!!!
me being stupid with the guideys one fine day HAHA waaaay at the start when my hair was still brown
steamboat with the funbunch during the cny period
spiderman with the funbunch during..... the period that spiderman showed LOL
orientation!!!
OMG 3RD MARCH ALL MY TEARSSSSSSSSS THIS WAS..... ROAD RACE. (TOOK ME 30S TO RECALL WHAT ROAD RACE WAS CALLED LOL)
Another meet up with guideys early on in the year!!! when poly hasn't started i think? me and my super cui eyes at the period SIGH
out to celebrate rong's birthday with the funbunch just a few weeks ago!!!
sa carnival!!!
random day after school for b&j!!! i rmb still contemplating if i shld join exco or not at that period
first photog outing!!!
colosseum!!!!! doing this post made me realise how cheerleading photos totally BOMBED the 'photos of me' HAHA
first exco dinner :-)
meet up with guideys not too long ago also!!!!!!! i rmb having dinner at kim gary. which is now my workplace LOL
after school some random day with the mj funbunch peeps to watch a soccer match i think!!
FIRST MARATHON WITH THE GUIDEYS HEHEHE 5k only la only only
claudia's birthday :-)
first class outing!!!!! (and the only one i went to i think. but i don't rmb thr being any more?!??!?!)
second photog outing!!!!!!
met the sec 2 clique a random day after school earlier in the year
met them again in the hols HAHA
qifeng's birthday!!
surprised gen for her birthday :--)
christmas svc!!!!
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Top 10 happiest moments this year:
Top 10 happiest moments this year:
- WHEN YOON DUJUN WALKED TOWARDS MY DIRECTION 03.03.12
- cheerleading results (cannot deny lol really damn happy!!!!!!!!!)
- when i got to see dooj again T^T 04.03.12 HAPPY UNTIL I CRY
- ........................................................
I was happy on many occasions, but i can only name these 3 bc these are EXTREME happiness sobs i don't know what to put on 4th bc they all place far far far away on the scale of happiness as compared to these.
Turning 18 this year. Why am i not excited HAHAHA
oh wait maybe bc i don't even drink coffee so lets not talk about alcohol HAHA
but yay to being legal soon!! :---)
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