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In you alone I have found the same swelling of enthusiasm, the same quick rising of the blood, the fullness… Before, I almost used to think there was something wrong. Everybody else seemed to have the brakes on… I never feel the brakes. I overflow. And when I feel your excitement about life flaring, next to mine, then it makes me dizzy.

—

Anais Nin

But who can say what's best? That's why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives.’

I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it -- to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once.

from here x

festive season

actually abit nervous about this festive season because i just might break again

but at least its better

thats all the comfort i have

ever again

I wonder
if i will ever
feel so
strongly
and fearlessly

ever
again

thoughts

1. why would one try to hide/ be ashamed of his/ her past?
• experiences shape one as a person. if you don't accept yourself, who will?
• love yourself before you love others
2. instagram
• to me: toxic platform for comparison
• on the other hand, can't let go of this virtual connection to most friends/ acquaintances
• setting on the fence about clicking that delete button for so..... long......
3. west > east
• why
• do not impose upon others
4. girl code
• nothing i can do other than watch this unfold
• this feeling sucks as a friend

alot on my mind

:-)

goodbye y2s1, it has been a good run

(could have studied abit harder tho)

very blessed to live amongst this loving community