can't snap out of this fast enough

i want to curl up into a ball and cry

thoughts

1. i want a small potted plant in my future toilet
2. being able to give is such a blessing
3. to be happy is to be content

because

i am, and always will be, the poorest

struggling to keep myself together

out

/DANCES/

finally out of that slump

which sucked

so bad

mandatory reflective post on 2014 will be up soon…………………… i promise myself. been wanting to do it since forever ok ok ok

tmrw will be the day for me to man up and get my shit tgt. i have to

avg

I wish i had more typical 18 y/o worries

friends
grades
typical family and extended family awkward feels
how to look pretty
and maybe boy problems



I wish i was normal, average even

I wish i wasn't forced to grow up like this