festive season

actually abit nervous about this festive season because i just might break again

but at least its better

thats all the comfort i have

ever again

I wonder
if i will ever
feel so
strongly
and fearlessly

ever
again

thoughts

1. why would one try to hide/ be ashamed of his/ her past?
• experiences shape one as a person. if you don't accept yourself, who will?
• love yourself before you love others
2. instagram
• to me: toxic platform for comparison
• on the other hand, can't let go of this virtual connection to most friends/ acquaintances
• setting on the fence about clicking that delete button for so..... long......
3. west > east
• why
• do not impose upon others
4. girl code
• nothing i can do other than watch this unfold
• this feeling sucks as a friend

alot on my mind