oMG MY FRIEND IS LIKE DAMN SKINNY NOW OK REFLECT JASMINE REFLECT

thrs this thing about this festivity

This year

No one tells you the truth about adulthood, which is that you spend most of it missing people, and only a handful of moments last. Sometimes we have to force ourselves to not shut out the people we love, because they’re all that keeps us here.  

Merry Christmas everyone

A call to be present.

food for thought

top 5 regrets on the deathbed

1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me 

2. I wish I didn’t work so hard 

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings 

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends 

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier

i guess

'you never stop loving someone'

i guess its true
you will always have a special place in my heart

week 12?????

rly need to get my shit tgt

its just for a few weeks I'm gna lock myself in the library. yes

💁

28. And there’s just no room for gossip and drama and all that jazz.

12시 30분

DO I NEED TO SAY MORE

She's afraid to touch, to get too comfortable too soon. 

But she finds himself turning towards him, moving forward, clinging close because this place is so cold and he is just so warm. And maybe, just maybe, she'll survive with him by her side.

recess week

sudden realisation

as to why i always look so tired in pictures now even if i slept 12, 14 hours.

my soul is weak and worn out



have mercy on me, please give me a break

monster

when tears flow but you feel no pain

so fucking immune

to this fucking bullshit

timely

11 People To Break Ties With Now That You’re In College

11. Yourself

Not to get all meta here, but say goodbye to your high school self. The next four years will be exciting, exhausting and life-changing. You’ll leave college as a completely different person than you are now — it’s an inevitable part of growing up — and that’s kind of awesome, when you think about it.

1.  "Stop trying to find yourself and start being who you are."

2.

week 2

reminder to be true to myself

wonderland

13. The real world is not University. University is wonderland compared to the ‘big bad world’. I have many friends who have become disillusioned with work because it has crushed their earlier dreams, you know the usual recital during convocation. You can push through that dreaded physics module for 12 weeks, but there is no end point for that dreaded day job. Don’t let that happen to you, realise that the real world is not university. There are no semesters and recess breaks. Many of your friends that you claim to be Best Friends Forever will change when they leave and your paths might not cross again. You will probably keep strong bonds with only a handful. Relationships have added layers of complexity. Reality can be a damning gaol if you have never been in touch with it. So get the keys to escape from that incarceration – don’t be shy about making friends, choose them wisely, have your head in the clouds but your feet firmly on the ground.

from here 

can't snap out of this fast enough

i want to curl up into a ball and cry

thoughts

1. i want a small potted plant in my future toilet
2. being able to give is such a blessing
3. to be happy is to be content

because

i am, and always will be, the poorest

struggling to keep myself together

out

/DANCES/

finally out of that slump

which sucked

so bad

mandatory reflective post on 2014 will be up soon…………………… i promise myself. been wanting to do it since forever ok ok ok

tmrw will be the day for me to man up and get my shit tgt. i have to

avg

I wish i had more typical 18 y/o worries

friends
grades
typical family and extended family awkward feels
how to look pretty
and maybe boy problems



I wish i was normal, average even

I wish i wasn't forced to grow up like this